I feel guilty. Actually I feel horrible. How easy we forget the road we traveled . While I am here complaining that I don't want a "BS" job or that this is not right or that ... I forgot about the people that are fighting the big C and are just happy to get ONE more day to spend here ..in good health with their loved ones.
There is something about "the cancer bond". .it is truly something special ( I will actually post more about that soon!) .. membership of the club that no one wanted to join..but here we are, a part of it. And there is something that keeps us connected and caring for each other. And something that hurts when one of us goes..
This week, I shed tears for a boy that left too soon, and one of my CANCER HEROES is being told that the end is near. As he said: his cancer exploded, is everywhere.
So I apologize for forgetting that the Fragility of Life thought me so much ... that I almost forgot that tomorrow is promised to no one..and I almost forgot that during some very hard and dark days I promised not to sweat the small stuff and smell all the roses that I could find...
Max: Rest in Peace !
Leroy: Enjoy each day! One foot in front of the other!
love to all.. with a very heavy heart ...