Look into my eyes. I think you will see that fear is being replaced with Hope and a bit of Rage. If I were you I would be really , really scared.
So I have news for you: Pay close attention!
- I will not close myself in a dark room and cry with fears that you are getting close to me again.
- I will not be paralyzed just expecting you to come visit again.. .I AM FIGHTING AGAINST YOU and like Amy says... I am playing DEFENSE
- I will not longer be afraid of a move because that may mean new doctors/insurances/etc... We ARE moving ... and I will show you that my fight will be better and stronger.
- I will no longer just HOPE for a cure to send you back to the ugly place you came from.. I will be actively involved in actions and organizations that have CURE CANCER on their business plans.
It 's ok Cancer... are you scared? It is ok..
Just Bow to me and walk/stay away .. I have my life, my family that need me without having ALWAYS your stupid name coming up.
Oh ..and one more thing: remember all the weight ( literally ) that you left behind??? yes , that one from all the *shit* you had me take so I could stay alive and Kick your ass??? Oh... I am happy to tell you that that too is on its way out. I am back on my skinny jeans ( oh, skinny for me at least! :) )
So Cancer... SAYONARA ... bye bye...tchuss ! Go get lost ! I am seriously DONE with you.
big kiss
xo
fg
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Brava!!!
I just came across your blog!!!!! I LOVE your dear cancer letter so much! liveSTRONG
How brave you are!I appreciate this..Good luck,I believe you will do it!
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